Ethereal Pondering

Just thought you should know
I thought of you today
I guess thinking would be more apt
For it's not in a passing sort of way

Every fourth thought
No maybe every third
It's in every single sentence
No it shadows every single word

Attempted productivity
At work or in home
Whatever the project is
To you my thoughts will roam

My dreams at night
Freckled with you
Wether warlike wishes or fairy tale
Whatever the content your face will imbue

Now resting still
Knowing I'll awake
The first one in my head you will be
And my first thoughts you'll take

~Armas

Peter, I Know You

Breaking the surface
I must remind myself to breathe
Somehow it will be worth it
Though all is bitterness that seethes

Tide sucks me down again
I surrender to it's pull
Then I remember I'm not done
Even if my anguish capacity is full

I fight and I struggle
Pulling never close
My motivation has departed
Of all it guided most

I can't continue on
Of strength I am deplete
Sinking downward to the depths
It seems as if I'm on repeat

I know the end will come
Yet soon enough not
All floating pretty dreams
Each single one forgot

"And immediately Jesus stretched forth his hand, and caught him, and said unto him, O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?"

Post 22 of 27- Charity, Explained

Charity, Explained

I've finally found
One whom they fit
Those unused words
On my mind sit

I tried so long
To keep my space
But in my heart
You reserved place

My care for you
Is all I feel
And so your heart
I leave to heal

Words can't explain
How deep it goes
Feelings mine
Create fresh woe

For your own good
E'en tho it's true
I haven't said
That I love you

~Armas